Pulled In Many Directions

Not-so-daily rambings about my life and my thoughts

Friday, August 05, 2005

A Change of Gears

In relation to this post, has anyone ever tried to fix something, only to shy away, feeling they may instead open up one hell of a Pandora's Box, and think they could never get better, but feel like by dredging up all the painful crap, they could sure as hell become a lot worse?

I'm reading a book now, and I'm afraid at the end of it and by doing the things it asks of me, that I'll feel like the world's biggest psychopathic asshole.

I'm scared. It's like flushing the toilet only to discover what you've done is create a black hole in your house.