Pulled In Many Directions

Not-so-daily rambings about my life and my thoughts

Monday, June 05, 2006

Insomnia

Probably as a result of:

  • Sleeping until 230 p.m. today (Please remind me to never make that a habit.)
  • Stupidly having a Diet Coke at around 7 p.m. because I was thirsty.
  • Realizing that may not have been a smart idea, I boiled some tap water and now my stomach feels funny anyways.
  • A small part of me is worrying about rejection. It's become now that everytime I meet someone cool, and think hey I'd like to go out with him, it's like my loneliness goes under a magnifying glass. I guess I just come to realize that hell I am a bit lonely. Not stupidly lonely. Not desperately lonely, but lonely enough to fear rejection again. Meh! Meh, I say!